Winning
beginnings. How can a teacher win before she crosses the finish line? Isn’t
that like counting your chickens before they hatch? I get it; the right
attitude at the starting line is essential. A confident, positive, ready to
show the world strategy sounds like the correct approach. But isn’t that how
the hare began his race against the tortoise? And besides, that is absolutely not how I am feeling as the days leading up to the new school year seem to quickly dissipate.
I am facing
some intriguing changes as I prepare for the new year. And questions
scurry through my brain like a mouse through a maze with the promise of a cheesy
reward. A new principal sits in the corner office at our school. A dark cloud
has perched itself over our high school for more than a year. Will our new
leader bring back the sunshine? The new English curriculum, aligned with the
Iowa Core, greets teachers and students this year. How will the students
receive it? How will we teachers present it? Can we remain positive and
persevere through this high pressure system? Three English teachers new to my
district join our department of five. Will they find me congenial and helpful?
Will they be effective in the classroom? I am teaching two classes new to me:
English 12 and AP Literature. Will I be able to motivate my students to learn
and succeed? Will I be able to tap into students’ personal gifts and convince
them that they are indeed essential members of my classroom? And two questions
that truly leaves me wondering: Am I up for the AP challenge? Will I be
effective as a teacher of this class?
I, like
so many other English teachers, have not taken the summer off. I have been
writing L to J tests, I have taken the AP training, and I am engrossed in the
process of preparing. I guess my current efforts resemble that of the tortoise.
I need to call upon his tenacity, his drive, his will to succeed. However, I am
also concerned that this slow and steady pace will put my students to sleep and
leave me with course outcomes and components untaught and untested at the end
of the year. I fear that once the chaos of the year is upon me, I will be
unlike the hare or the tortoise, and will more closely resemble the mouse
scurrying through the maze trying to remember where I put that quiz or expo
marker.
It’s time
to take a deep breath, to remember why I teach, to remember what motivates me,
to call upon that impalpable yet interminable energy. The source of that
intangible vivacity is not impalpable at all. It walks, it talks, and I can
attach names to it. That ebullience belongs to my students. Like almost all
educators, my students stimulate my desire to teach, to wake up every work day
morning, to haul my tired body into the school building. Their collective minds
inspire me. I cannot control the cloud hanging over my school. I only know it
will dissipate in my classroom. With the assistance of my students, winning
beginnings take all forms and attitudes. Sometimes I will be tenacious,
sometimes I will be confident, and sometimes I will scurry around looking for
those cheesy rewards. So bring on the challenges of the new school year. As
long as my students continue to learn, continue to greet me with their frank
questions, and as long as I am able to create an atmosphere where everyone is
welcome to show and use their individual geniuses, my beginning will assure
that they, my students, are the winners. So I will indeed count on all my eggs
to hatch into students ready to tackle life in the twenty-first century.
Robin McHone Hundt has been teaching for almost 20 years,
ten of those in Glenwood. She has taught sixth through twelfth grade English, Communications, and Journalism classes. Prior to moving to Glenwood, Hundt taught in Virginia Beach, VA; Des Moines, IA; Atchison, KS; Kearney, NE; and Council Bluffs, IA. This year she is teaching English 12, AP Literature, and Communications. In addition, Mrs. Hundt coaches the mock trial team She graduated from the University of Iowa with a double major in journalism/mass communications and English. Before becoming a teacher, she worked in public relations, advertising, and printing. Hundt earned her English teaching certification from Virginia Wesleyan University. She is married to Bryan and has three children: Jimmy, 23; Sami,17; and Allie 14. She also has an ancient German Short-hair named Gauge.
Thank you for writing this, Robin! I've enjoyed the Winning Beginnings essays so much. Keep an eye out (and a hug ready) for dear Elizabeth Huggins who moved from the Atlantic district to Glenwood this year. Enjoy your year!
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